I’ve taken on a coach to help me sort through all the feelings that I have for my daughter. The last several months have been hard on all of us. So many things have happened to her both natural and not that it is impossible to figure out what is causing her escalated behaviors, but […]
I’m being forced to “deal” with my daughter’s autism again. It’s a long story and it doesn’t mean that I’ve had my head burried in the sand about the subject, but that I”m in a position again that I am forced daily to deal with her behaviors and look for solutions or reasons. This has […]
I asked for help. It was hard to do because I don’t know what kind of help we need exactly. But, I recognize that I don’t get a normal life – I finally ….almost…. accept it. She’s never going to grow up, though her body will. Some of her body functions won’t grow up, but […]
It’s 12:30 AM – the middle of the night. She just now fell asleep. After anxious boredom, a shower to remove all traces of shit that she can’t seem to recognize is happening in her pants, and quite a bit of yelling and screaming by both of us. My eyes are tired and I feel […]